#31 Closing post

Damn has it been a long long time since i last wrote. Haha i don't know. Didn't have much time. Even when i did, I couldn't articulate my thoughts into words.

A lot has happened since my last post. And i mean, a lot. Life-changing experiences and everything. Of course, I embarked on my senior high life and that in itself is one hella big change. And a lot has happened from there. Ups and downs and lefts and rights LOL. I don't think i wanna talk about much of what has happened. Haha i might as well publish a book if i do so. 

I'm basically writing to say bye bye to my own blog haha. Decided i'm not going to write here anymore. It was a very impromptu decision man i don't even know. I guess i just want to cut myself off this whole online technology thing haha really not my cup of tea. I'm going to delete Facebook soon as well hee. I mean of course i enjoyed blogging all my stuff, my journey and everything. And even as I read back I still get all fluffy inside. I even read drafts that i never published in the end. Hahaha memorable. I'm not going to close down the blog. Just in case i miss the memories i can always find them again. But I'll just stop writing altogether i guess. 

There is always a time to move on. 

This blog has brought quite some good to me. So before i leave it i guess we could do some ending pictures :)

hahaha byeee. 

19/11/15

live again. 

#30 cos we're young

"Let's share this whiskey and take a train into the city

and hang our heads over the edge of an apartment building

and try to see if we can find a star lodged like a penny in the pavement.

~ Shinji Moon"

Short post on the picnic i had with the babes <3 <3 
HAHA went picnic-ing at Marina Barragee on wednesday . Got a suntan . Was hot yet windy . Took the best pictures ever . Had loads of fun . Walked very far . Got tired . Nice us went to pick Nicolle from work . Perfect perfect day with perfect perfect people <3 

HAHA was busy the past few days so am only doing this post now hmm. 
Shall let the pictures do the talking! 

(warning: model alert)

Need to explain my story ahem. SO this 2 girls came dressing like VS models (hahahaha you geddit)

and i look pathetic beside them wth. Therefore i'm not in this ootd pic *too ashamed*

Tiffany and me literally looked like their managers

i need to do something about my fashion sense

hungry girls did not take a picture of picnic food so we only have a picture of Glenda's homemade sushi!!! It was good hahaha Glenda is a sushi-maker. Hehe i made my favourite salad (which they all liked yay me is happy). Regina baked muffins and brought peppero for us AND Tiffany brought fruits

She was (very) late to meet us cos she had to cut apples. 2 apples. 

she wins.

yup our 2 models for the day

Laogong Laopo shot :')

(and the managers for the day sigh)

yay manager Chinmy still gets a solo shot

fail selfie #1

I TOOK THIS HAHAHA VERY NICE RIGHT

chinmy is also a photographer

girlfriend-shot with Regina <3

i am good at this

model and her stylist (she said i can pull off as a stylist)

upped my game

i am sorry Regina HAHAHA but Glenda looks very cute here xD

I can't be in the model shot so i shall have a sad selfie

once again i'm good at this

I haz big butt but step yo

credits to Tiffany <3

they wanted to look like they have long legs hmm

pretty shot of model and her stylist

i am well treated :')

Hahaha i didn't bother going through vsco for the pictures this time god i'm too lazy to .

Anyway the pictures already look good am i right :))))

It was funnnn and the food was good :D The weather was not too hot i would say, at least there was wind and all. 

We walked all the way to MBS so that Chinmy could get a coke (i had a crave for coke hmm)

Then impromptu decision to go visit Nicolle at her work ahaha. It was a risky decision cos that babe currently has no phone with her so we couldn't even contact her to ask if she was working that day but we gave it a try and managed to meet that prettie ;)

Glenda and me waited for Nicolle to knock off and i walked Nicolle home as usual after that :))

It was a really good day i love all my moments spent with these girls <3

Our next meet-up will probably be to Xcape and then a stayover at my house??? EXCITED HAHA

i love yall x

#29 toostep4you

"The dizzying height,

of the stars from the ground.

~ Lang Leav"

haros HAHA Regina returns from Maldives and yours truly had a cute outing with her HAHAHA hell yes
Maldives is so prettyyy she got to see dolphins T.T *needs go there soon hmm*

Anyway so we went out to have fun! Cuz the babe misses me (this is self-proclaimed what u want) HAHAHA . We went to her house to bake, and then Nook d.i.y pancakes, and then the railway station!!! :D

ootd hahaha. The top was a gift from my aunt and i really like it it's so unique it's like short at the front and long at the back :) 

and look at my sexy back HAHAHA

I'm bringing sexy back~~ #justintimberlake HAHA

Reason we went her house #1: She has 3 too-adorable puppies :'))

that is me carrying Ray <3

this is Ray again

and that's Choco :)

Hmm didn't take a photo of Ruby cuz half the time she was sleeping hahaha

But her dogs are so cuteee damn it Regina i will travel to Yew Tee everyday just for them :')

((Ray loves me. She does. HAHAHA aww))

Reason we went her house #2: she has a proper oven for baking

And this is what we baked! Sugar cookiess hehe they actually taste really good wow

Baker Teo and Baker Soon hmm HAHAHA

Then we left her house and went to Nook D.I.Y pancake house!! (click on the link for more info)

<3

Our first try hehehe cute pancakes in the making 

awwww

but when we tried to flip the "CR' over, the R decided to give up on life

HAHA poor R

Chinmy is making a house 8D

and the house turned out so bad #noartistictalent

Regina's duckie turned out well tho! But of course flipping over was :]

And that ended our journey at the pancake house hahaha shall feed everyone with a little bit of info :)

Regina and I had the buffet thing so basically we paid $10 and you can have free flow of pancakes batter weeheehee. But it's limited to only 2 flavours per person so we had 4 flavours in total and we got original, strawberry, pandan and banana :) *the original is da best*

Oh you get toppings too!

But it's so damn filling we didn't even get a refill for our batter we finished the first round and i died. DIED. We hardly touched the toppings too hahaha we suck xD

No but honestly it's so filling ohgod. Okay anyw yeah you will just get the batter and then you just squeeze them onto the hotplate-looking-thingy and then you can create your own pancakes! It's a really cute idea and other people could create really nice pancakes :')

we need to reflect on our lives

(btw the transport there is not very convenient but if there's a will there's a way right yes)

ALRIGHT next stop Railway station!

if yall didn't know, there's this Bukit Timah railway station that has of course already stop operating and it's kindaaaa open for visiting? HAHA IDK MAN it was blocked out but people just went in soooo hmmz. But it's really pretty there! Perfect for model shots so how can Regina and Chinmy not be there come onnn ((omg i cannot stand myself HAHAHA))

Enjoy the pictures HAHAHA we are officially models now please contact us HAHA

wah i scared myself with my own face wth

we saw alot of monkeys around this area omgah adorbs <3

we took this separately but Regina merged them together HAHA not bad right!!

Photographers: Regina Chinmy

Photo edit: Chinmy (HAHAHA vsco cam everyone)

Yeah that's kinda the end of our day hahaha omg the journey home was ridiculous though i had to take like 60 over bus stops to an interchange and i'll not even be home yet??? After that still have to take mrt and then walk T.T and it was pretty late already

SOOO i have a legit reason to take a cab okay. (i took a cab HAHA)

It was a really fun day!! Fruitful yes haha feels like i've been doing alot with my life i'm happy hehehe. We're pretty amazing how did we squeeze so much fun stuff in an afternoon wow.

Anyw I love you Regina!!! Let's go to Sunday Folks soon hahaha <3

Be happy everyone!

P.S. 

This was the day before i went out with Regina hahaha love these 2 girls too :)

Gonna meet Jia En and Wee Kwang this coming friday! Hope it turns out well omg hahaha

I'm really glad i have made it through the toughest times of my life and i like to think that what i have now is my reward for pushing through the hardships. I won't go to say that i had the worst life ever but i don't think i had things easy either and i guess it's the same for everyone. We all have our bad times, mine just went a little off track. But looking back at those times now, i don't regret anything. I think everything that has happened made me a lot stronger and made me realise the different perspectives to many things. I'm thankful for what i had, and what i have now. Cos often what we think the world does to us, is what we do to ourselves. We hate ourselves, more than the world hates us. And we hurt ourselves deeper than the world does. I think that is something everyone needs to realise. That the world can trigger all the demons in you, but ultimately you get to choose whether to fuel them. So we have no one to blame. I am glad for where i am now and all i want is to be there for every single one of my friends because everyone deserves to be cared about. Maybe this moment of bliss won't stay for long but there's too much uncertainties in this world for us to be so calculative about everything. I'm just gonna cherish what i have now and if things do go downhill, at least i'm proud to say that i have had my fair share of happiness :)

You'll never know what's at the end of the road for you unless you keep holding on x